240723 What I learned in my studies this morning 4
Today's Meditation(s):
Discourses, 4.6.12 (Waterfield)
'I'm in this photo and I don't like it.'
Why aren't I at peace? Why aren't I tranquil and equanimous? Why do I feel stress and anxiety and depression and fear? Why don't I figure it *** **** out?
Because I don't really believe it? Because I still feel afraid of losing my job or my family having a problem. Because, while I'm pretty good at not wanting big, expensive, flashy things, I'm terrible about not giving up 'the 10000 things' the peck and pick at my wallet and my sanity.
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Please note that I am not saying I agree or disagree with what is posted above. It is merely a recording of what I read this morning.