260208 What I learned in my studies this morning 6

Today's Mediation:

You Are Here by Thich Nhat Hanh, Happiness and Peace are Possible

My pain is me. My uncertainty is me. My embarrassment, my fear, my denial  All me.

I'm better at managing my emotions than I was. Doesn't mean I don't have to try so hard.

And even when I know the right thing and do the right thing, it still too often hurts. Or is right, but unsatisfying in others ways. I can't help but feel that dissatisfaction and wish that, beyond virtue the money would have worked, or I'd not have been shamed, or that I would, in general, have 'come out better.'