230409 What I learned in my studies this morning 3

Lonely is the night

When you find yourself alone.

Hear the engines roar.

Thoughts:

[I started this yesterday (3/9) but fell asleep before I finished it.]

Seeking escape is a hobby I pursue all too often. Trying different ways to inject something into my life that is missing. A something I can't identify or name, yet I seek it anyway.

But why? I love my wife. I love my kids. I like them, too. They're good people. 

My job is acceptable, though not a joy. I'm good at it, my coworkers are, by and large, good people and competent. The pay is good.

My hobbies are fun, if too seldom. I play an RPG once a week and play Ultimate twice a week (if the fields aren't too muddy from rain). 

I read my philosophy (almost) daily, dyeing my mind in the thoughts of those who have come before me. 

So what's missing that I keep looking for?

Today's Meditation:

Today's Meditation II: