240212 What I learned in my studies this morning 4

Today's Meditation(s):

I haven't given up, but I often chastise myself over my moral failures. Wishing I'd done better and feeling bad for my transgressions.

One way I deal with this is, when the situation allows, I talk to my kids about it. I try to show them that just because I screwed up doesn't mean I've failed and can therefore abandon my quest. It means I have to read more, think more, practice more of the things that have helped eliminate so many of the sins I used to commit.

I'm not close to what I should be, but I am closer than I was. I need to take the W and head out to try again.